So I have spent the last month and a half putting on my big girl panties one leg at a time.
I have been in my new apartment, by my self, since mid February.
Waking up, cooking breakfast, coming home to an empty home, cooking dinner, doing dishes, paying bills and taking care of business.
I have spent a couple lonely nights wondering if I did the right thing....The answer is YES! I have to learn to stand on my own two feet. It has been hard. I have had to use will power not to go hiding my head in the sand when I blow my budget on food and don't know if my gas tank is gonna need filled before my next paycheck. Or if I am going to have enough money in my paycheck to cover all my bills and rent after having been sick and off work. But the answer is yes.
Why yes? Because I have to have faith that my needs will be supplied for. I have to stand on scripture "MY GOD SHALL SUPPLY ALL MY NEEDS..."
SOOOOO as I wake up in the morning..."My God shall supply all my needs"
As I cook breakfast
"My God shall supply all my needs"
As I drive to work
"My God shall supply all my needs"
As I shuffle the 1000s of papers on my desk
"My God shall supply all my needs"
As I come home to an empty house
"My God shall supply all my needs"
As I cook dinner
"My God shall supply all my needs"
As I curl up in my bed at night and listen to the sounds in my house
"My God shall supply all my needs"
As I close my eyes to sleep
"My God shall supply all my needs"
Do you have your big girl panties on yet?
I have always lived by the phrase, "If God brought you to it, He will bring you through it."
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